Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I WANA HUG YOU

Okay I realised I've been completely void of humor in my previous posts and i dont know why. I think I'm losing it. Like seriously, remember how Indra Shahdan Daud got his knee injury and he never found his pace and scoring touch again? Yeah, something like that. For those who don't know who he is, you should be ashamed of yourself, really.

Crying is quite a mystery. When I feel high and happy, a simple incident could throw me off completely, making me cry involuntarily. When I feel overwhelmed and upset, I just can't seem to cry. Crying is therapeautic in that sense, because I always feel better after I cry, but when I'm upset, I can't cry. I think its because the body works following a system of counter-productive equilibrium. When you feel happy, your body will make you cry to reduce you to what you were before: normal. When you're sad, your body doesn't give a damn, because the body wants to see you suffer for all the suffering you made it go through.

OR I could just be a wimp.

Seriously, I think I'm turning into a wimp. I don't know why. Oh that reminds me, why do people always ask you stuff, the answer to which you just mentioned? Like:

Me: I don't know why, but I feel like crying alot these days.
Random person: Why do you feel like crying?
Me: I don't know why.
Random person: Oh. Okay.

Heh some might go, "Ohmygoodness is he talking about me? I remember having this conversation with him a while ago," followed by making my favourite face to use on MSN: o.o
Heh don't worry, this is just a random observation I made while staring at blank space yesterday morning.

Which reminds me. Yesterday, after a heart-to-heart (aww I think it's nice to have these, this probably explains why girls like having it) with a friend, I stayed up till 4.30 am before I went to sleep. And what did I do in the meantime? I stared at the wall in front of me, occasionally crying. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. Sheesh that really pisses me off. Chey angsty ah.

Ohwell. I want to sign off here since its getting late.

FINGSTER

Posted by Mat Raffles at 2:19 AM